Living on Borrowed Days

This is My Soul Called Life......

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

The Simple Woman's Daybook




FOR TODAY


Outside my window... Mr. Sun and a beautiful scenery of fall leaves slowly detaching themselves from the branches of the trees

I am thinking... about the many Christmas projects I need to get started on!

I am thankful for...
my incredible amazing husband whom I love with every bit of me! There are days where I sit and wonder if my life is a dream; how I found him (my soul-mate) is by the grace of God!

From the learning rooms... I am currently studying a book titled, "The Prophecy of Isaiah" and it has radically shifted my thinking, perspectives and many other areas in my life; my heart in particular.

From the kitchen... I made a "Love Cake" for the kids last night! I need to buy me a new bunt pan my cakes do not come out as they are suppose to; perhaps it's time for that new stoneware I've been eying? Hmmm....

I am wearing... my PJ's still! Gah! Is it ok to say that it is only 10:20 am?

I am creating...
haven't started creating yet but I have been shopping for patterns; I am going to attempt to sew Seth a "Knight's Cloak" for his birthday =)

I am going...
to go get me a cup of coffee after this post and start homeschooling =)

I am reading...
The Prophecy of Isaiah By: J. Alec Motyer & Heaven By: Randy Alcorn. They have been quite the adventure!

I am hoping...
to receive more and more revelation and answers about the questions in my heart.

I am hearing...
IHOP-KC and to my tummy telling me that my body needs food so that it could function properly.

Around the house...
The girls are downstairs playing talking about their "pets," Seth is upstairs in his room playing with his LEGOS; he is SO enjoying having his own room =) There are also dishes on the kitchen counter that are trying to catch my attention but I am pretending not even notice they are there.

One of my favorite things... during the month of November, are leaves! Especially the ones in Redding! There are SO many variety of colors and the red ones are a REALLY rich red! I need to go take some pictures soon; at least before the month of November is over.

A few plans for the rest of the week: I am getting together tonight with some amazing girlfriends (they don't know this but, I prayed for them to come into my life), potluck tomorrow with a wonderful group in where we will talk and learn about justice, an Israel set on Friday at The House of Prayer; my favorite! Saturday, an early coffee date with my beautiful friend Katie whom I love SO much; possibly a Pampered Chef party and Sunday morning church!


Here is a picture for thought I am sharing...

Monday, November 8, 2010

Double Portion Anointing of The Seer Ministry




If you do not recognize the man from the photo above, let me do the honor of introducing him to you.

This is Mr. Paul Cain; he is a heavily anointed prophet of God as well as a healing revivalist who has been involved in the Charismatic Movement since the 1950's. During his early ministry, he was known as one of the, "Voices of The Healing Revival." He was associated with the Kansas City Prophets such as: Bill Hamon, Rick Joyner, Bob Jones, Mike Bickle, James Goll, John Paul Jackson and Lou Engle.

He has ministered to many national and international leaders such as the Clinton Administration ushering guidance, advice, and counsel! Paul Cain even went to Iraq to meet with Saddam Hussein! Unbelievable right? I never imagined that modern day prophets would work closely with governmental leaders within the United States just like the prophets in the bible!




Well, I had the honor of listening to Mr. Paul Cain on October 16, 2010 in a very small intimate church in McArthur where he specifically said, "God has brought me here to fine-tune and awaken the seer ministry." GAH! Divine appointment!? I think so! By the end of the night, I received a double portion of his impartation.... ♥

So lets see, so far I have received Lou Engle's "Fasting and Prayer" ministry impartation and Paul Cain's "Seer/prophetic" ministry impartation. Hmmm, all I need now is the Johnson's "Signs and Wonders" ministry impartation and Mike Bickles "Forerunner" ministry impartation and I think I am pretty much set ^__*

Monday, September 13, 2010

Rest Upon Me


THE VISION:
It is dark; I cannot tell if it is day or night; the scene is like one of a sepia picture. There is chaos everywhere! The land in where I stand has been shattered and demolished; there is no sign of life! The depth of loneliness is unbearable and the loneliness is attempting to suck the life out of me! Death broods over this land! I hear a distant sound; one that I have never heard in my entire life! It is the sound of cougars, lions, human shrieks and wailings all put together. I am suddenly caught in the middle of a tornado of FIRE! My feet are on solid ground but they are not rooted; I look above and see Jesus! He is extending His hand as though to reach down and rescue me. This gives me hope; seeing Jesus, my Savior outside of the adversity in front of me; His Majestic power is indescribable; the words DO NOT exist! His splendor releases peace beyond that of the earthly realm. I glance down at my right hand and observe the sword that has been placed in my right hand; the sword is just as tall as I am! It is not the least bit heavy; the sword has living eye's on both sides! I look up at Jesus and then back at the tornado that has engulfed me; "I can do this," I tell myself. I look up at Jesus and shout with all that is within me, "JESUS! I CAN DO THIS! I DON'T WANT TO BE RESCUED AGAIN! I HAVE TO PASS THIS TEST!" I silence the chaos in front of me, close my eyes and whisper, "stay focused Claudia." After a moment of silence, I suddenly realize that the next step is crucial, I must make certain that I do not take a "wrong step" because if I do....I will get caught in the current of the tornado and die! I look at the sword in my hand; it is a familiar weapon; it is an old friend but I have forgotten how to wield it's power! The turbulent noise is trying to creep itself within my soul; it is trying to distract me! I close my eyes and with both hands on the grip of the sword, I place it at the core of my chest; the blade is resting on my forehead. All at once, I hear a familiar voice, it is my Comforter! My Master! He encourages me so much; He reminds me of my strength in Jesus. With a sincere and deliberate voice He says, "the weapon you hold is the Living Word of God! It is the only way you will defeat the affliction and catastrophe in this world! Behold the eye's on the sword symbolize the revelation, insight and wisdom you will receive through the Living Word; are you willing to submit child?" ....yes.....I surrender my Lord.....


Dear Jesus,

Forgive me for relying on my own strength; forgive me for walking in the confidence that I can face any type of adversity in this world alone with just the power of Your name! I am a FOOL! But You love me anyway.....what grace....what mercy! Jesus I am Yours! I surrender my selfish will; rest upon me Jesus! Activate in me growth that translates mentally, spiritually, emotionally, and relationally. Imprint in me
Luke 2:52 which states, "And Jesus increased in wisdom and stature, and in favor with God and man." I want to be entirely fulfilled in You Jesus! It is the only way to find favor with The Father; I partner with Your heart Father to envision in me measurable growth in spiritual discernment and character; to fulfill my birthright; to fulfill my potential in achieving the likeness of Your beloved Son. Holy Spirit, I submit myself wholly; from this day forth, I will live on Isaiah 50:4 "The Sovereign LORD has given me an instructed tongue, to know the word that sustains the weary. He wakens me morning by morning, wakens my ear to listen like one being taught." .....may you delight Yourself in me.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

The Other Day....



I learned something the other day.....well,
  1. I learned that our emotions cause us to forget about God and if we loose control of those emotions, darkness consumes you wholly.
  2. I learned that mistakes are great teachers; their consequences have a way of making lessons painfully clear.
  3. I learned that not everyone is going to accept Jesus.
  4. I learned that I have to love everyone in this world regardless of who they are and what they believe!
  5. I learned that no one is perfect.....(including myself).
  6. I learned that encouragement can change a person's life!
  7. I learned that sooner or later obedience to God will involve risks.
  8. I learned that serving God does not guarantee earthly security.
  9. I learned that God is in control. <3
  10. I learned that God is not bound by what usually happens, but that God can stretch the limits & cause unheard-of-events to occur.
  11. I learned that God is the Word, and the Word is God.
  12. I learned never to give up.
  13. I learned that Jesus is the reason I live; He is my inspiration and my motivation.
  14. Most importantly, I learned why Jesus had to die.